life is a puzzle

i thought i was happy and just close my eyes following my feets walks forward.but i am not sure if i really have to stay and fight or react like everything is goin fine.my mind speaks to me to leave and go far from this place..but its not easy coz i have my 2kids with me.i really love this man.i really love him.but i just cant see if he really do love me.now i cant even work.i cant even do the right thing for my everyday routine.i cant stay with a man who doesnt love me anymore.he didnt say that he dont love me,but he cant even say that he does.how is that??